Ramona V. Flowers (
the_ex_in_xp) wrote2011-09-12 08:44 pm
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[Subconscious Diving, the Gratuitous Sequel]
[from the most dangerous question ever asked, good thing you can't see nineteen-year-old Ramona's expression looks like she just agreed to step on a landmine]
...do you mean like...as a girl to boy thing or, like, as a dating thing in general?
...do you mean like...as a girl to boy thing or, like, as a dating thing in general?
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... and, I mean, I told you it was stupid.
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No, it's just. Unexpected? Really unexpected.
And. I mean, I wouldn't have agreed to room with you again if I didn't think you were okay to live with. And the sex is great. Plus, you're not so bad at teaching me the ninja stuff, like, without kicking the crap out of me. I don't know, this isn't something I really thought about before, you know?
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Okay. But the next question is a million times stupider and I feel like I should apologize for even asking it.
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Okay? Uh, what's the next question?
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especially with this stupid fucking lump in my throat what the fuck]... if I turn around right now you're, um. Going to be there, right? I just... I know the answer but I need to hear it, don't ask why.
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Roxie, you're kind of holding onto my arm. I'm not going anywhere.
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[shutting her eyes again and finally making herself half-turn around because you're still attached to her. And after a tense (for her )moment slooowly opening her eyes.]
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--no, she's still there. Looking a little younger, with her hair only reaching the bottom of her jaw, and the really familiar expression where if she had glasses she would be looking over the rim in fond exasperation]
Hey. Can I change my answer to the first question for how you're doing and add "weird"? Because, uh, you're kind of acting that way...
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Sorry, I was just... family, you know? It tends to leave me acting weird.
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Yeah, I can see that.
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Anyway, I don't need to eat for a while. Grabbed a bite en route. How was your break?
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I studied Spanish. And by "studied" I might or might not mean I watched enough pro soccer to last a lifetime. But it was the only thing people would agree on, so the commons TV was basically glued to some version of ESPN. It was that and work.
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... want me to put some music on? You can choose.
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[unwraps her arm so Roxie can move] Nah, you pick. You were looking at those CDs pretty intensely.
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Maybe this? Unless you'd prefer Sigur Ros...
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[and if you wanted to cheat by seeing how she feels about Rilo Kiley it's the same general positive, warm feeling ...and a slight "pfft Salute Your Shorts!" mental snerk]
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[putting it in the stereo and pressing play]
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"if you want better things, I want you to have them..."]
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God. I'm not going to be able to listen to this album for a long time, huh.]
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Besides, there's still that presence that Ramona is still in the room and her hand is on your shoulder]
Roxie?
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... yeah?
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